if you want to be happy, BE.

Finally, one more paper to go. Feeling seriously happy that it's finally over, realising too that a more important one is coming ahead.

Finally, I've again change my blog's background. Never get satisfied with it. huhuhu.

A brief one about my recent trial exam. Overall, very unsure. Learnt that the more you expect for something, the more you won't get it. So, Yea, didn't prepare well for every subjects as usual. Depended on tips which I have said I would stop this time :(

What has passed is passed, look forward and move on and get myself prepared for spm.

everyone has dreams. I'm not sure about mine.

love this so much.
if you can dream it, you certainly can do it.
to you.

Hong Kong trip is confirmed days ago. A family trip. Very excited and looking forward into it. It's right after my spm. Cel, lets shop till our mum drop. hahaha. 

Mummy's birthday is coming. :)))))) Celebrating this weekend. Hope she will have a wonderful one with her beloved daughter. :)))

Saw kianying's blog just now. Found this sentences. Like it so much. 

可是，世间就是如此的无情，纵使我们再在乎，也必将会失去。陪你走过一生的必将是你自己。有人告诉过我说，舍得舍得，为什么舍在前面？因为有舍才有 得。我们要始终相信自己在乎的人，也时刻在乎着自己。不必患得患失，不必把彼此紧紧的留在身边。每个人，除了我们都有属于自己的其他生活。除了我们，亲人 还有自己的工作。除了我们，老师还有自己的家庭与其他的学生。除了我们，朋友还有其他朋友。除了我们，爱人还有事业。所以，以一份平静的心去看待，因为在 乎，我们必须信任。

事实上，我们在乎过了，就不必后悔。学着释怀。

Don't mind I copied right if you are reading this. haha. I wanna share this too!!! 有舍才有得！anyone translate it to english?? 

One more chinese paper to go. I'm pretty lazy to study for it :( Goodnight people!

I'm always here if you need me. :)

dreams

Spent my whole day studied five to six pages of my bio book, spent one hour for studying and the rest of time slacking around, sleeping and tv.

Everything is too late. huhuhuhuhuhu.
everyone has been working real hard, yet I'm still dreaming in my own world.

Talking about dreams, I'm proud to say I really can dream very well! hahaha. Last night, my first dream was a nightmare, I was chased by something unidentified, then keep running and running like a mad girl. Shocked to the max, woke up and text you. :( Then, sleep back. Had another dream about baby zac. A long one. With all my cousins, cel, selene, ping, ling, shi, and aunties. Almost everyone. We cousins were taking care of the naughty baby zachary. haha. Then, I dreamed about food. Auntie Jina brought us to eat eat eat. :) In the dream, we were walking to a place where auntie jina has recommended. We walked there.

I told mum about it. She said it was quite impossible. Cz our auntie jina won't walk. hahaha. I'm not the one who say this!! :))

Talking about food. The other day I dreamed that I went shopping with sam in Malacca. Again, I dreamed about Malacca. You smiled at me. It was a school trip, I was so excited preparing with the girls. I don't know why sam appeared in my dream, maybe it's a combined school trip. We were together all the time. Shopping and eating. No idea where were the others. Had a great time with her. We went to try a kind of biscuit, it was so nice, when I decided to buy, the person told me it was sold out. hahahahaha. Dream of eating all the time. mad mad girl.

I rather continue living in my happy dreams, and not waking up again...........


p/s first time i see my brother cooking maggie mee on his own!!! The way he broke the egg, hahahahhahahahahha. I can't stop laughing. I wanted to offer to help but................... hahahahaha

dull

nothing much about today.
nothing special or happy, so not going to post about anything.

have ended 7-day fasting.

worries.

another day wasted.

while looking at my brother, not studying for his upsr. his real upsr exam is COMING. real near. yet he is doing nothing. Really wanted to scold him badly. But looking at him, what can I say? I myself??????????????

If I want to judge others, I must judge myself first. :(


speechless. can't scold him.

another day...

Good morning people.
Here I come again.

It should be, Good afternoon people. it's already 12.47.

huhu. So I failed my study plan again yesterday due to my laziness. Searching for food in the middle of the night.

Joel: Jie, you hungry?
Me: YES.
Joel: what shall we eat?
Joel to mum: I'm hungry!!!
Mum: find food yourself.
Jolene: (eating biscuits......)
Joel: (searching for maggie mee and kindly asking jolene which one she wants.)
Joel: (brought one packet of korean mee to Jolene and asked, can you cook for me?)
Jolene: COOK YOURSELF. I MYSELF FEELING SO HUNGRY YET LAZY TO COOK FOR MYSELF, DO YOU THINK I WILL COOK FOR YOU??? hahahahahhaha. laughing away with mum. let him starve then!!!!


Ended with a tin of milo and two packets of milo for myself :)

I only eat dinner everyday. Have successfully fast for 5 days, today will be the 6th. Feeling great, continue to praise God.




p/s cel! now you know how it feels right?? your coco siao siao, hahahha. always think people wants her food!!



study study, I want to study.
I need to.
I must.



Yet, I'm lazy.

a new start

Really feel like posting today, really don't know why I have such interest that I went to open up all my blogs again and wanted to read them. In blogger, I have three blogs :) but... I'm not updating for the others anymore, so this is my latest and current one.

So how's life people?

when everyone is busy doing their revision and studying, I'm sitting in front of my laptop posting, blogging. How sinful is it to do this.....

so yea, a brief update about my current life. Real stressful with my studies as trial is coming real soon after the holidays. Which mean that I still have just a couple of days to go. Jia you everyone. I will try my best though.




I want my blog to be a nice one, cheerful one, sweet one, lovely one, happy one, some more what words that can be used to describe?

In order to achieve each and every of them, there will not be any sadness in this place alright. In fact, with God in my life, I know my life will only be filled with happiness and blessings, but not sorrow and pain.


It's time to enjoy the precious life given by God. :)

Oh ya, have decided not to go to Taiwan for the youth exchange programme. Sorryyyyyyyyy jielian! :(

wanna continue on bio or addmaths?
I think I have only started on both subjects only. :(