I'll be back soon

Yea, I'll be back very soon.
Now, uploading photos in facebook. When I'm in the mood, will blog bout my Hk trip.

See ya!

BYE. S.P.M

Guess what, spm is ending. woohooooo! Or should say, spm has ended!! huhuhu. Not forgetting my chinese paper, next Tuesday. Then, spm will be officially ending. Some kind of mix feelings in my heart. Have been really waiting like mad for this moment to come, really waited for SO SO SO long, SOOO excited for spm to end, for this day to come. Yet, when it finally reaches, I actually felt nothing. haha. The malay girls can really announced officially that they have finished their spm. wow. Spm, SPM just passed by like that. Still remember the first day of the paper, was nervous like mad!!! All the sleepless nights I had, all the stressful moments I had, but I'm surprised that I can handle my pressures well. Still can smile everyday, taking the pressure comfortably, and even mummy didn't expect this. Huhu. God must be taking good care of me, He must be staying beside me all the time and watching on me, guiding on me. I prayed before every papers, and did my best, now everything is in God's hands. I never really discussed about the papers with my friends, and I never checked the answers. Really, there's no such need for it. What is done, is done. Nothing, nobody can change it. So, I'm not going to ruin my mood, being stressed by checking for goodness sake. huhuhu. Now, say byebye to bm, BIO, CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, ADD MATHS AND SEJARAH!!!!!!!!!!! I may still have to study about these in future, but say byebye to it for spm, byebye spm, byebye all stressful moments. huhuhu. Looking forward for my Hong Kong trip, nothing but FOOD AND SHOPPING, and of course my dear CELESTE! I miss this sweet girl so so much that I can't wait to see her!!!!
Slept for hours and woke up at 9.30. Now wanna have my dinner and tv time!!!!!!!!! feeling quite hot, maybe a bath first.
see ya!

spm.

reopening my blog just one day before biology paper.
seriously, bio is such a heavy subject. Opened the book many times, just soooo much to read. Don't know where to start, and don't know what to do with it tomorrow. Other subjects were okay, I assumed. But not for sejarah, all tips were absolutely wrong. Nothing came out as expected. Same goes for add maths. I think I totally ruined my paper one, I left many questions blank. I really didn't know how to do, never seen such questions before. LOL. I thought I would probably ruined my paper 2, but paper 1 appeared to be so much tougher!!! That's what I feel. Physics, speechless, went to change my graph last minute :( really till the very last second before handing my papers, I went to change it. ARGHHHHHHHH. Chemistry, I went to change my answers too and ended up those answers I changed were all wrong. My experiment. Haiz. Remembered the wrong thing. Ruined too.

I know I won't be able to do well for bio already. haiz. Medicine, Psychology, or any subjects related to bio will be a NO for me. Then, what can I do???
Oh ya, if mum doesn't get her transfer, I will most probably stay for form six too. Huhuhuhu. Haven't get her letter.

That's all for now! Wanna force myself to prepare for the war tomorrow. haiz.
Will be back after a nice sleep tomorrow!

happy birthday :)

Weenching, Happy 17th Birthday. may all your wishes come true. May God continue to bless you in everyday of your life. :) and, thanks for being a good friend of mine. May our friendship last!! :))

random

me

whenever i'm not in the mood, when everything is not right, i tend to change the background of my blog, i tend to change the position of my table, i tend to change everything, i tend to clear my room, i tend to change the pillow cases, i tend to be very crazy. that's me.

lalala~

Suddenly got the mood to post, but don't know what to post. LOL. Ya, mum hasn't got her letter yet about the transfer. Joel said he don't want to shift no matter how. hoho. Bout me? Don't ask me. I don't know how. I don't know anything about the future. I don't even want to think about it. Where am I going to study, what am I going to study? Leave all to God will do. For sure if I'm going to do medicine, I will not go to poly for three years to get the diploma. Imagine, only diploma will already take three years. Anyway, still, leave all to God.

Spm is just days to go. And I'm still slacking around. Seriously, I haven't study. OMG. I don't know what am I doing. arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
Today is really not a good one. :( everything is just not as expected at all. not even one. i don't know what is it. i don't know what post is this. i just don't know what's going on with me.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEEN CHING :)

sick

What's wrong with me that I get sick at this moment! haiz.
It's all because of yesterday's lunch-dinner at old town. Ordered the steam rice and old town white coffee freeze. Before that, that day I drank nescafe already caused me to feel very unwell, don't know why. Heart beating very very fast, can't sleep nicely. When I slept, it was like I was dreaming. Or ''berkhayal'' Don't know how to describe the feeling. I was already sleeping. But I feel that I can't wake up. I met you there. With your help I still can't wake up. Then I started praying. The first time, thank God, I slept comfortably. Another time it was useless, I couldn't even say the prayer, and you were not around in my dream. However, yesterday's one was the worst. Started feeling very unwell at old town, got so dizzy, heartbeat faster and faster. Then, went back home can't tahan already, felt like vomiting, headache. Took medicine. Surprisingly felt stomach pain. Suspected it was gastric. Couldn't sleep no matter how I tried. Kept feel like vomiting. It was so torturing. Started having fever all over pain and so on. Thank God I manage to sleep after that. Although keep waking up and take medicine and apply the ''oil'', I managed to sleep. This morning, still not much better, mum brought me to clinic Rama. He was not in, but his pretty daughter was there. I love her :) haha. Got the medicine.

After that, I did a very wrong thing. Went to mentakab. Went to gai gai. Argh. Almost vomited in the car. Came back and rest and sleep. Now, still relying on the medicine. Please, all the pain is torturing. Get out of me please all the sickness. Wasted two days just like that. Enough stressed now. Argh. Feel like sleeping already, I'm really useless.

I'm SAD. :(

all in all.

 

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

no one can separate us. ♥

Huhuhuhu. Last day of school, not going on Monday and Tuesday. At first got the what akad/akat penghalaan ilmu today, is it correct? Anything la. Wailing and Ai Wie called it as the crying ceremony. We had it during pmr, but today don't know why, didn't have it. Hoho. Went to school just for the stupid table. Oh yah, our class was ''flooded'', because it was raining heavily yesterday. Xuewah said she has to bring umbrella during spm, I think I have to bring also, I'm sitting right beside the window, and what if it rains??? The windows can't be closed too. Maybe, wearing a rain coat too?? huhuhu.

Wanna share something.

First plate, nope, should be the second plate of fried rice, cooked by ME! Don't doubt.huhu.

it can be eaten! and, it's rated for 88 marks.

Joel liked it a lot. Cooked by me too. Rated 85 marks.

Don't know why I'm interested in learning cooking this few days. But, after cooking the fried rice twice, I'm bored with it already. Anyway, it can be eaten :)



Huhuhuhu. Nothing can separate us. Nobody can replace him in my heart. ♥ you :)

me!

today-tomorrow

Time flies. Today, my brother got his UPSR results, 4A's and 3B's. He's happy with his results, anyway, work harder for pmr, hope he will get 8A's three years later.
Tomorrow will be the last day I'm going to school, last day of my secondary life, last day I'll be meeting my teachers... Thinking back when I was in form one, still a little girl who is blur and childish and just so naive, now I'm already form five. Still childish la. But then, can't believe that five years just passed like that.
After this, where will we go? How's our future? We are going in separate ways, will we still meet again? My future is full of fear, confusion and questions.. How about you?

Future, I don't know what will happen. Only God knows.

Will we keep each other in our heart?
F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Perhaps,
Hi, I'm Jolene. Nice to meet you. I'm a very bad-tempered person, evil, bad, get very emotional, smile when I'm happy, cry when I'm sad....... Be prepared.

rain

it's raining, yea raining. I miss you. All our memories came in my mind.
it's raining. such a nice weather to sleep. How to study. argh. hate myself.

15th ♥

15th month ♥

I thought today would be a great day. Not realising that I have to come back to reality.

First time I'm back home at this hour. Broke all my records I guess. Mum didn't have a chance to stop me when I went out, I went downstairs, told her I'm going out, straight i opened the door as fast as I could, and byebye I said. hoho. Huhuhu.
First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to dearest Little Daven. Happy Happy Birthday :) Wish you would not be angry of what we've done. Nope, it's what the guys did. We girls watched only. haha.
Although things are different, still wanna wish you Happy Birthday, boy. :) God bless you. Hope you will like the card and cake. Love you and only you :)
Secondly, Happy Deepavali to all who celebrate Deepavali :)
Thirdly, its time to sleep. Nitenite.



I'm still waiting :(

another quiet night.
I'm here with my momo.
Still thinking whether I should go to school or not tomorrow. I have skipped for the past three days in a row, if it's so, tomorrow will be another day sitting at home aimlessly. Thinking of going to school, going for tuition, going for the bbq party this Saturday, I feel that I'm so strength-less. Don't expect me to entertain people at this time, it's not my job. So, it's better for me to stay at home. Yew asked me why am I so quiet. I didn't answer her. I think it's better for all of you to ignore me, give me some time. I didn't mean to make my family and friends worried, I didn't mean to be so emo. But please, I can't help myself. Just give me some time and space will do.Just don't know why I have the interest to blog, maybe after reading my previous blogs.
It's mine.

I'm sorry 

I've never told any of you anything.
Please, don't guess, don't ask.

I need some time, space. please

Never felt so terrible pain in my heart before.
I just don' know what to do. Cel, aunt, mum talked to me. Everyone hoping that I'll put aside things and know spm is more important for now.
I don't know why. I'm still feeling very miserable. Well, I skipped school for two days. I need time. When I'm alone in the house, I tend to think a lot. There are moments that I wish mum would rush back and give me a hug. I need her so much. I wanna cry all out without bothering anything. I know mummy's very worried about me. I skipped meals, I couldn't sleep although I'm beside her, I couldn't study, I locked myself in my room. Who wants her daughter to be like that? As a mum, I know she suffers the most. I'm sorry mummy for hurting you again and again. Aunt called, I promised her that I will try my best to study, at least slowly. When I'm downstairs, I watch tv. When I'm upstairs, I can't stop myself from thinking. I'm still fighting still trying. Please forgive me. I really wish to focus on studies first, but I can't help myself. I'm sorry. I don't know whether I should go to school tomorrow, or continue hiding at home, under the blanket with my tears. No one would understand it.

I'm just very sorry.
 

:(

another miserable day.
i wish i don't wake up. 

...

All the words, very hurting, hurt me to the max. yet, it's the truth, can't deny it.
i won't change. i just want to be as simple as my mummy's little girl.
yea, i'm really scared. everything was correct and therefore it's so hurting.
i just hope that i can freeze myself for studies for a day. no phone, no internet, no facebook, no tv. just studies. i'll tell u whether i can do it or not tomorrow, at this time, 0236


btw, Happy Birthday to my dearest Cel. I love you a lot. No matter what happens, always remember that I will be there for you. God bless you. May all your wishes come true. Be happy on your special day! Remember, everything will be fine. Muacks.

i cant i cant i cant!!!! YEA I CAN'T.

what????

dont know why am i here.
dont know why i can't study.
dont know why i need you so much.
dont know why i can't do anything.
dont know why i'm worrying for this subject when i'm studying the other.
dont know why i just can't finish one chapter.
don't know where is my determination and spirit.
at this time, i'm losing it. please. don't. HAIZ. :(

randomly;

huhu

have u ever heard that one does add maths till wanna vomit?
i think i'm the first if I really vomit out.
Feeling really unwell. But, I only complete one paper. just ONE. and, it's with the help of friends and answers. :( wonder how am i going to do............ argh.

Welcome er jie's son :))))) Hope I can meet you soon. May God bless the family :)


finally it's settled. :)

ups and downs in life

life is like on a roller coaster's ride. truly agree with it.
sometimes you will be truly lost in it. that you don't know what's correct, what's wrong, who to trust and so on.
anyway, that's life. it will make you stronger.

now the only thing I know is,
I don't have the right at all to say that I'm stressed, I don't have the mood to study.
As a student, as a daughter, it's my responsibility.
argh. believe it or not, I can't study. Nothing is entering my mind. I don't know why.
Spm is the last chance. I don't have any chances anymore. It's now or never, for me to work hard.

I need my determination, my passion for the ten subjects. For just another one month. After that, spm, get out of my life.


btw, hate the connection. My house's connection. I can't blog because of it. Can't change twitter's photo because of it. argh. I deactivated my facebook account. Yet, I'm using my brother's one. It makes no difference at all. Wahaahaha. -.-

jolene, don't u think its too late? :(

need.

my heart is aching.
but i want the best for us.
i know u need me to be calmed.

:(

very out of control recently.
just don't come near me, as u see, there's a danger sign on me.

korean bbq.

I'm back here to my beloved blog. Early prediction: I'm sure this will be a very wordy and long post, I'm sure too that I can't finish this post by today. I have lots and lots of things to tell!! :) Because of my laziness, I have delayed this post again and again.

I shall start this with Tuesday, 5/10/2010 It was my dearest mummy's Birthday. I celebrated with her earlier on Sunday, still owing her a present. :( Will give you soon soon! hehe. My dear friends haven't finish their exam actually, they had their last accounts' paper on that day. Mum asked to go to school. It was her birthday, so I gave in and I went to school. It was as expected, I wasted whole day in school, none of the teachers entered the class even after their paper. So, they finally finished their exam, FINALLY. We were chatting happily, had been the noisiest class of the whole block, laughing away liked no one's business, wandering around the school, asking for marks and so on. We made so much noise! haha. We chat about everything. It was a sudden decision, to go to Korean bbq for dinner as a celebration for the end of their exam. Xuewah and I were talking about it, she said she hasn't tried before, I tried but I wanted to go again, so both of us were very ''high'' bout it, we said lets go! No one wanna join us as they were going another day. At the end, Xuewah and I went. It was great! It had been ages since I last gone out with her.  :)


I reached there earlier because mum had tuition. And guess what, I reached there and I saw the sign board there written '' korean-chinese princess full moon party 7.30-8.30pm'', ''today's special, free squid 8.30-2.00am'' * I forgot it's squid or sotong, something like that la, haha.
When I read the sign, I sien liao. But then, they said till 8.30pm. So I called xuewah to ask her whether she still want to come or not. She said she will come since we could go up at 8.30. I went to Watsons for a walk, to buy pimple gel to cure my pimples!! ANGRY!!!! It's after exam, and I'm having all the pimples now! :( Soon, she came. Still early. Two sapo then went to e station for a drink to wait for 8.30. Chit chatted with her, had great catch up with xuewah :)

Then we finally went back there, for dinner. Super duper hungry. Went up, I still remember before the meal, xuewah said, not bad huh till 2.00am, next time birthday party can plan here. Our princess's birthday is coming soon. hahaha. But after the meal........ hahahaha XD

The waiter gave us the menu. FINALLY, they had done with their menu. But, there's a great increase in the price. Before this, they don't charge for their rice and side dishes. Now, one bowl of rice, 3ringgit, refilling for side dishes, u need to pay 1ringgit. The two of us, discussed and discussed what to order. We ordered, chicken for two servings, means two pieces la, and the seafood soup(I don't know what does it called in english) haha. That's for 4 to 6 person. And we called it. Don't doubt, there were just two of us that night!!! hahahahaha.


and lets see what's the result...........

this is the picture of everything. we, both of us, FINISHED EVERYTHING. hahaha.
don't play play alright. 

this is my plate. As u can see, the long shell, I don't know what's that called,
I know I ate most of it, and the ''la la'' I ate all. 

This is xuewah's plate. See all the prawn's shell. She finished most of it cz I'm allergic to prawns.
At the end, I helped her too. I don't know how to ''open/eat'' the prawn, she helped me,
and i think I ate 4 of it.

we... see that crab. i'm allergic, But I ate too. and now I realized,
I'M NOT ALLERGIC ANYMORE! HAHAHA.

This is the seafood soup I mentioned.
See, nothing is left inside!!! hahahaha. we can really eat !!!

Conclusion: We spent great time with each other. I regret of calling the bowl of rice, but I finished it too. haha. Don't ever look down on us! We can really eat :) hahaha. But, seriously, honestly, we both agreed that the chances are very slim for us to visit the shop again. Because, 1. They don't let us cook ourselves, even after we told them!! :( ANGRY. We wanted to play, wanted to try. They let, but keep coming back, scared we would burn your shop? HAHA. 2. The food was not really THAT NICE, even the chicken. I tried the lamb and beef too, that was even worse -.- The chicken.... with the layer of fats on it, that's really disgusting alright. can you please cut that piece of thing out of our sight???? Instead of us, doing it? 3. the price is not very reasonable too -.-

Oh yah, both of us ate RM 71 for the meal. MAD MAD MAD. RM35 per person. WOW. First time ya xuewah?? and it will be the last time too. hahahahahaha. hope we won't be tempted to go again. Not by others, it's by ourselves. That's human nature. We love to try. We know that the food is not that nice, we still wanna go. Same goes to Secret Recipe -.- 

Yea, here it's. My FIRST post. TWO more coming. haha :)

STUPID;


THE ONLY WORD TO DESCRIBE JOLENE.

dearest,

I'm leaving soon. Going to miss you a lot lot lot, my one and only boy. :) LOVES.

miss yewyew, dont kill me. The line very lag I can't post. Now morning liao, haha. I leaving already. Tomorrow ba!

m.e.s.s

my life is in a GREAT MESS.

I guess it's an act of her for not trusting me anymore.

dono wat am i feeling now. i wish everything will be alright NOW.

im enough of it.

lalala

Woke up at 12.15. Thanks to Mr Joel. He didn't go to school too. I woke up at 7am, thinking wow, still got lots of time to sleep. That irritating boy woke up at 1 plus I think, started playing with his computer. SOSOSOSO annoying the stupid and irritating sound. I can't sleep well, really wanted to wake up and throw away his keyboard. EVIL. hehehehe. Have to cover myself with the pillows and blanket so that I could sleep. So, I slept till 12.15pm. HEHEHE.

Didn't scold him. Controlled my anger. Goodgood :) hehehe

dearest,

I ♥ Him!!

:)

I miss you a lot. See you soon :(

la la la

I finally took my undang test and passed it successfully yesterday. hahaha. Was so lazy to study for it, didn't really read much, was shivering before entering the room. Thank God everything was alright :) Going for amali this weekend. Thought of taking my license (IF CAN PASSED) before 5th nov, now no hope le :(

Yesterday whole day the connection was so damn slow. So didn't get to post about it.

Text sam and jielian, asked them to go for lunch. (breakfast) actually. Because at first didn't know what time the test will end. They said they going to library. So I decided to follow so that I could get my present for mum. At the end went to library, to disturb them. hahaha. Qw got to do one question only, huisi not sure, jielian playing all the time. hahahahaha. we were chatting and chatting :) I was just there to disturb.
At the end, didn't get the present :( Temerloh, no place to shop :( So delayed. sorry mum. huhu.

Today mum brought me go gaigai. hahaha. I didn't buy anything. So good girl. Was not in the mood for anything. Went for secret recipe for lunch and steamboat for dinner. Secret recipe. haiz. Big disappointment. Steamboat, not bad :) Slept throughout the day, will continue sleeping. don't wanna think. huhuhu





While eating steamboat, mihun and the eggs. I remembered, my baby loves the egg yolk and I love the egg white. hehehe. Perfect match? :)

我....

千言万语都说不出口，
恨这感觉。

只希望你早日明白我的心意。

感谢你们对我的批评。最让我心痛的是，我终于知道原来你，也和他们一样，那样看我。
那我，还能说什么？

说...
有用吗？

disaster

my room is the disaster area...

if you want to be happy, BE.

Finally, one more paper to go. Feeling seriously happy that it's finally over, realising too that a more important one is coming ahead.

Finally, I've again change my blog's background. Never get satisfied with it. huhuhu.

A brief one about my recent trial exam. Overall, very unsure. Learnt that the more you expect for something, the more you won't get it. So, Yea, didn't prepare well for every subjects as usual. Depended on tips which I have said I would stop this time :(

What has passed is passed, look forward and move on and get myself prepared for spm.

everyone has dreams. I'm not sure about mine.

love this so much.
if you can dream it, you certainly can do it.
to you.

Hong Kong trip is confirmed days ago. A family trip. Very excited and looking forward into it. It's right after my spm. Cel, lets shop till our mum drop. hahaha. 

Mummy's birthday is coming. :)))))) Celebrating this weekend. Hope she will have a wonderful one with her beloved daughter. :)))

Saw kianying's blog just now. Found this sentences. Like it so much. 

可是，世间就是如此的无情，纵使我们再在乎，也必将会失去。陪你走过一生的必将是你自己。有人告诉过我说，舍得舍得，为什么舍在前面？因为有舍才有 得。我们要始终相信自己在乎的人，也时刻在乎着自己。不必患得患失，不必把彼此紧紧的留在身边。每个人，除了我们都有属于自己的其他生活。除了我们，亲人 还有自己的工作。除了我们，老师还有自己的家庭与其他的学生。除了我们，朋友还有其他朋友。除了我们，爱人还有事业。所以，以一份平静的心去看待，因为在 乎，我们必须信任。

事实上，我们在乎过了，就不必后悔。学着释怀。

Don't mind I copied right if you are reading this. haha. I wanna share this too!!! 有舍才有得！anyone translate it to english?? 

One more chinese paper to go. I'm pretty lazy to study for it :( Goodnight people!

I'm always here if you need me. :)

dreams

Spent my whole day studied five to six pages of my bio book, spent one hour for studying and the rest of time slacking around, sleeping and tv.

Everything is too late. huhuhuhuhuhu.
everyone has been working real hard, yet I'm still dreaming in my own world.

Talking about dreams, I'm proud to say I really can dream very well! hahaha. Last night, my first dream was a nightmare, I was chased by something unidentified, then keep running and running like a mad girl. Shocked to the max, woke up and text you. :( Then, sleep back. Had another dream about baby zac. A long one. With all my cousins, cel, selene, ping, ling, shi, and aunties. Almost everyone. We cousins were taking care of the naughty baby zachary. haha. Then, I dreamed about food. Auntie Jina brought us to eat eat eat. :) In the dream, we were walking to a place where auntie jina has recommended. We walked there.

I told mum about it. She said it was quite impossible. Cz our auntie jina won't walk. hahaha. I'm not the one who say this!! :))

Talking about food. The other day I dreamed that I went shopping with sam in Malacca. Again, I dreamed about Malacca. You smiled at me. It was a school trip, I was so excited preparing with the girls. I don't know why sam appeared in my dream, maybe it's a combined school trip. We were together all the time. Shopping and eating. No idea where were the others. Had a great time with her. We went to try a kind of biscuit, it was so nice, when I decided to buy, the person told me it was sold out. hahahahaha. Dream of eating all the time. mad mad girl.

I rather continue living in my happy dreams, and not waking up again...........


p/s first time i see my brother cooking maggie mee on his own!!! The way he broke the egg, hahahahhahahahahha. I can't stop laughing. I wanted to offer to help but................... hahahahaha

dull

nothing much about today.
nothing special or happy, so not going to post about anything.

have ended 7-day fasting.

worries.

another day wasted.

while looking at my brother, not studying for his upsr. his real upsr exam is COMING. real near. yet he is doing nothing. Really wanted to scold him badly. But looking at him, what can I say? I myself??????????????

If I want to judge others, I must judge myself first. :(


speechless. can't scold him.

another day...

Good morning people.
Here I come again.

It should be, Good afternoon people. it's already 12.47.

huhu. So I failed my study plan again yesterday due to my laziness. Searching for food in the middle of the night.

Joel: Jie, you hungry?
Me: YES.
Joel: what shall we eat?
Joel to mum: I'm hungry!!!
Mum: find food yourself.
Jolene: (eating biscuits......)
Joel: (searching for maggie mee and kindly asking jolene which one she wants.)
Joel: (brought one packet of korean mee to Jolene and asked, can you cook for me?)
Jolene: COOK YOURSELF. I MYSELF FEELING SO HUNGRY YET LAZY TO COOK FOR MYSELF, DO YOU THINK I WILL COOK FOR YOU??? hahahahahhaha. laughing away with mum. let him starve then!!!!


Ended with a tin of milo and two packets of milo for myself :)

I only eat dinner everyday. Have successfully fast for 5 days, today will be the 6th. Feeling great, continue to praise God.




p/s cel! now you know how it feels right?? your coco siao siao, hahahha. always think people wants her food!!



study study, I want to study.
I need to.
I must.



Yet, I'm lazy.

a new start

Really feel like posting today, really don't know why I have such interest that I went to open up all my blogs again and wanted to read them. In blogger, I have three blogs :) but... I'm not updating for the others anymore, so this is my latest and current one.

So how's life people?

when everyone is busy doing their revision and studying, I'm sitting in front of my laptop posting, blogging. How sinful is it to do this.....

so yea, a brief update about my current life. Real stressful with my studies as trial is coming real soon after the holidays. Which mean that I still have just a couple of days to go. Jia you everyone. I will try my best though.




I want my blog to be a nice one, cheerful one, sweet one, lovely one, happy one, some more what words that can be used to describe?

In order to achieve each and every of them, there will not be any sadness in this place alright. In fact, with God in my life, I know my life will only be filled with happiness and blessings, but not sorrow and pain.


It's time to enjoy the precious life given by God. :)

Oh ya, have decided not to go to Taiwan for the youth exchange programme. Sorryyyyyyyyy jielian! :(

wanna continue on bio or addmaths?
I think I have only started on both subjects only. :(

love

i  really                                          love you.

back to school

party is over. 


monday is here.


back back to school.

waiting

i'm waiting for him to come back :)

chia yun's birthday

:)

had fun with them :)

mother and daughter

yeemun and wailing. with flash. haha

i like this one :)

with my dear again :)

singing birthday song ~~

happy birthday:)))

busy filling the water balloons

the girl who accompanied me, my dear. :) ''i very itchy ar!!'' hahahaha

wailing and me :)))

huhu...

I'm back from chia yun's birthday party. Not too bad I guess, but I didn't go and play the water balloons. Was very interested and excited about it before going, but when I sat down on the chair, I was too lazy to wake up. hahaha.

huhuhuhu. ai wie and wailing enjoyed the water the most I guess. hahaha. Whereas my dear and I were sitting down there and dating. hahaha. Saw the kids playing around, can't imagine how will it be if I have a child in the future. They were so noisy, so disturbing, so irritating. anyway, they are few cutes one, haha. A cute girl with a chubby face, and pn koh's son, my favourite boy. He is so so so so CUTE! I like him a lot!! haha. as cute as baby zachary. awww... i miss him :(

baby zac

pn koh's son. is he cute! yea right???

shall continue this post tomorrow. im done with photos in facebook and im very tired now :(

* post updated. hehehe.

overall, not bad :)))

jolene: i very itchy ar ( while scratching my legs my hands)
raveena: u very gatal ar? jolene gatal jolene gatal~~~ (announcing to the world)


after 2 minutes.....

jolene: i still feel itchy ar. lots of mosquitoes ar!!!
raveena: hey, jolene tak mandi. hahahhaa.

yea, whole night I was complaining  to raveena that I'm very very itchy, I mean I felt so. hahaha. Because of the mosquitoes k, don't you know that mosquitoes now are dangerous? huhuhu.


after that, we went back home.
and sleep sleep.



now...


at this moment...


my dear is on his way back to Temerloh :)
Can't wait to see him in school tomorrow.



updated, 2317 sunday.

appreciate :)

Have decided to go today night.

Bought the present. hope she will like it :) I like it a lot. hahaha.

Hope everything will be alright tonight, and lets have fun people!

Love hanging out with you all, our last year. last few months. i appreciate. a lot.

its a jewelery box, which I think it's cute?haha

however, I can't make up my mind to put in which bag, so i bought TWO.

wahahaha. everyone in my house voted for the pink one, the bag. pink looks cute and match with the box, but black seems to be more classy. howwwww?

at the end, i chose the pink one. huhuhu.

somebody, please tell him that i miss him a lot!

p/s I've never updated a post so many times as this one. due to the slow photo uploading process -.-